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I hurried into the local department store to grab
some last minute
Christmas gifts. I looked at all the people and
grumbled to myself. I would be in here forever
and I just had so much to do. Christmas was beginning
to become such a drag. I kind of wished that I
could just sleep through Christmas.
But I hurried the best I could through all the
people to the toy
department. Once again I kind of mumbled to myself
at the prices of
all these toys. And wondered if the grandkids
would even play with them. I found myself in the
doll aisle. Out of the corner of my eye I saw
a little boy, about 5, holding a lovely doll.
He kept touching her hair and he held her so gently.
I could not seem to help myself. I just kept looking
over at the little boy and wondered who the doll
was for. I watched him turn to a woman, and he
called his aunt by name and said, "Are you
sure I don't have enough money?" She replied
a bit impatiently, "You know that you don't
have enough money for it."
The aunt told the little boy not to go anywhere,
that she had to go get some other things and would
be back in a few minutes. And then she left the
aisle. The boy continued to hold the doll. After
a bit I asked the boy who the doll was for. He
said, "It is the doll my sister wanted so
badly for Christmas. She just knew that Santa
would bring it." I told him that maybe Santa
was going to bring it. He said, "No, Santa
can't go where my sister is...I have to give the
doll to my Mamma to take to her".
I asked him where his sister was. He looked at
me with the saddest eyes and said, "She has
gone to be with Jesus." "My Daddy says
that Mama is going to have to go be with her."
My heart nearly stopped beating. Then the boy
looked at me again and said, "I told my Daddy
to tell Mama not to go yet. I told him to tell
her to wait till I got back from the store".
Then he asked me if I wanted to see his picture.
I told him I would love to. He pulled out some
pictures he had taken at the front of the store.
He said "I want my Mamma to take this with
her so she don't ever forget me." "I
love my Mama so very much and I wish she did not
have to leave me". "But Daddy says she
will need to be with my sister." I saw that
the little boy had lowered his head and had grown
so very quiet. While he was not looking, I reached
into my purse and pulled out a handful of bills.
I asked the little boy, "Shall we count that
money one more time?" He grew excited and
said "Yes, I just know it has to be enough".
So I slipped my money in with his, and we began
to count it. Of course it was plenty for the doll.
He softly said, "Thank you, Jesus, for giving
me enough money." Then the boy said "I
just asked Jesus to
give me enough money to buy this doll, so Mama
can take it with her, to give to my sister."
"And He heard my prayer." "I wanted
to ask Him for enough to buy my Mama a white rose,
but I didn't ask Him, but He gave me enough to
buy the doll and a rose for my Mama." "She
loves white roses so very, very much".
In a few minutes the aunt came back, and I wheeled
my cart away. I could not keep from thinking about
the little boy, as I finished my shopping in a
totally different spirit than when I had started.
And I kept remembering a story I had seen in the
newspaper several days earlier, about a drunk
driver hitting a car and killing a little girl,
and the Mother was in serious condition. The family
was deciding on whether to remove the life support.
Now surely this little boy did not belong with
that story.
Two days later, I read in the paper where the
family had Disconnected
the life support and the young woman had died.
I could not forget the little boy, and just kept
wondering if the two were somehow connected. Later
that day, I could not help myself and I went out
and bought some white roses and took them to the
funeral home, where the young woman was. And there
she was, holding a lovely white rose, the beautiful
doll, and the picture of the little boy in the
store. I left there in tears, my life changed
forever.
The love that little boy had for his little sister
and his mother was
overwhelming. And in a split second a drunk driver
had ripped the life of that little boy to pieces.
Drive
carefully. It's not only cars that can be recalled
by their maker
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